After some thought, I have decided to return to my original approach to blogging. When I first started this blog, my goal was to show people what I find beautiful in life and to help guide others on their pursuit of beauty + love. I put a lot of work into what I do, and I’m not satisfied unless I feel like the final product is worth it. I just don’t think I have the time to put myself into a project larger than this. At least for right now, I need to focus on other aspects of my life!
Moving on from here, you can follow me on twitter for frequent updates about my thoughts 😉 or on tumblr for motivation and inspo. I’ll periodically keep you entertained here, until I figure out where I’m going with all of this.
Anyway, maybe you’re interested in what I have been up to? I graduated college this winter (YAY!), which was an exciting experience. I felt SO ready to walk across that stage and get the hell out of school
for good for now. But even with feeling ready to run, I made sure to take in the moment.
While I had been anticipating this day for, idk, what has felt like my entire existence, the reality of the dream was anticlimatic. It was unorganized, with a million parents scrambling to see the next generation off right. And in the midst, I got to watch volunteers yell at graduates for not doing things right, shove graduates into lines and pull them out of other lines. I was expecting order, tranquility, assuredness, etc
And bam, thats when it sunk in that no one really knows anything. No one can be “sure” of anything because we are humans, our condition is a constant state of changing chaos that we try to make sense out of. Not that there isn’t “truth” out there, but that we are subjects to our own reality.
I feel like that’s okay because we’re all in it together. It’s a shared condition. As we share in the chaos, it looks more organized. As we perceive others separate from their reality, we see uniformity, we see patterns, and we connect.
AND THATS THE INTERNET RIGHT: billions of crazy humans connected on this little rock we call Earth 😉
until next time xoxo